December 2009
End of oh nein.
I think I’ve gone a long way this year. Told my parents some of how I feel, started therapy, got through my AS exams, started on meds, had a pretty awesome summer, made new friends and became closer friends with some, stopped cutting as much, possibly got more confident, I even got a boyfriend. What the heck? But it still feels like a losing battle. We’ll just have to wait and see I...
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@dancingtoliterature and @lettieisthegreat :D:D:D
You’re welcome =] And happy new year =]
To do:
Love with all I have in me.
Be nice.
Be honest.
Make memories.
lets see if i remember to do this every day
phoebejeebies:
rainbowskyline:
seaniegiiirl:
whatascene:
rachaelamanda:lawofsines:
Day 01 — Your favorite song
Day 02 — Your favorite movie
Day 03 — Your favorite television program
Day 04 — Your favorite book
Day 05 — Your favorite quote
Day 06 — Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 07 — A photo that makes you happy
Day 08 — A photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 09 — A photo you...
For all that was lost, For all that was gained, For the plans that were made, And the the dreams we held close, For the lives that we changed, And the ones that changed ours, For the people that left, The people that stayed, And the ones who let us down, Or where we found help in unexpected places, For the longest dark nights, And the brightest of days, The times we thought we wouldn’t get...
So...
I should really get up some time soon.
Maybe =]
I feel like I could sleep forever.
I’ve already slept for 11 hours. And that’s a ridiculously long time for me. I just feel so t i r e d . All the time. Like I’m never quite awake and life is just passing me by while I’m half asleep.
“Common sense is not so common”
– Voltaire (via quote-book)
“A man is never more truthful than when he acknowledges himself a liar.”
– Mark Twain.
Hold your breath just a second too long.
Wake up just a moment too late.
Watching this =] →
Everyone needs a little film noir in their lives.
Sometimes it's easier and nicer to not talk.
It’s not necessarily for the best though.
“Thinking is one thing that there can never be too much of, however, this applies...”
– Some really smart guy giving a super quote that will be remembered for ages.
Neues Laptop!
Yay for a computer that doesn’t run at snail’s pace!
Sometimes,
I feel so empty I could implode.
“I screamed so loud, ‘cause that’s exactly how I felt.”
– The Dangerous Summer ~ Reach for the Sun.
Time for a ramble.
I don’t think I’ve ever had a proper ramble on tumblr but I can’t ramble on blogspot anymore because people actually read it. So yeah.
The last few weeks I’ve been feeling like I’m going downhill again. I just feel so tired, all the time. Except from when I’m hyper. And I’m just feeling… I don’t know… kind of lost and confused. And...
“I think you of all people would understand that because I think you of all...”
– The Perks of Being a Wallflower(Stephen Chbosky) (via brighteyesandbadgoodbyes)
I got this book. →
It was rather expensive. But it’s oh so awesome.
Oh oh oh,
Nat King Cole is so my favourite.
Yes, I just got complimented in Visual Basic 6.0.
Yes, it made me grin like a silly person.
“See, once it’s in your head, though, you become this strange, new breed. ...”
– Susanna ~ Girl, Interrupted.
The Big Bang Theory.
It is now going to take over my life.
=]
The decision.
Do I send people messages telling them how miserable I’ve actually been feeling today and how stupid I’ve been, or do I not?
“So, for those of you falling in love,
Keep it kind, keep it good, keep it...”
– Elephants by Rachael Yamagata.
Heck yuss!
I’ve bought everything for my Showboard Secret Santa now =] It still probably won’t get there in time though.
